May 19th, 2006

Subject: A week! Time: 01:41 am Current Mood: curious

Until school is out. I'm so tired right now, I was up working on my tessalation for like....6 hours straight. Oh, I passed my English and Math TAKS, those are the only one's I got back. I got a 2, 2, and 1 on the short answers and a 4 on the essay, which I got commended on. Woo. It was happy.

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May 11th, 2006

Current Music: 4AM Subject: Going Crazy Time: 01:01 am Current Mood: Food for Kitty

Ok, yeah I deleted all of my old entries, I want to start over here. There's a freaking bug in my room and its pissing me off, I want to kill it. I feel like I'm looking for someone that I lost, it's really weird, I feel like I see this person almost everyday, we talk and touch each other, but they're not there and I don't understand. I have weird memories of someone being there with me but I don't know who it is and I don't know their name. It's been driving me crazy. I feel crazy, it's like I've been there before, that school, that spot, that class with this person, but they don't exsist to me. Try that on for life. :D Having random non-exsistant memories come back. I just wish I had more time to go over it in my head, maybe it was from a past life or possibly a future one. It happens when I listen to certain songs too, maybe I'm just making this all up out of my lonliness. Maybe I'm not, maybe there was someone there. Maybe someone is trying to contact me from somewhere. Who the crap knows. I wish I did. It's like ORLY CAT. I've had a few crazy ass dreams too, one from which I almost didn't wake up from. Ok well, I can't explain but I'll try. Me and a few people were at a churchy type place [like not really a church, but it was like one, just somewhere where you would get married I guess you can describe it.] and I was getting married, here's the odd part, I was me but I wasn't, I was slimmer with blonde hair. [I dyed my hair shortly after that, not for this reason, but I didn't realize it could be connnected, prior to this dream I wanted to dye my hair blonde.] I had on this huge white dress with a freaking train that was like woah dude. Ok, not exactly the best words...But yeah, it was perfect for me I guess. It wasn't too long after school had gotten out I guess, Ted was there and she was looking for Rei, but no one could find her, someone had told us she left and wasn't coming back. The guy I was marrying, it was weird, it's like I've known him all my life and I could see his face, everything but no one ever said his name. Oh my effing gee he was gorgeous though, he had black hair and blue eyes and he was just errgh. D: But that is beside that point, the point I'm trying to make is it was really weird because short after this dream my friend Rei was sent to Steele, I guess that could represent the part of her leaving and not coming back? There was another dream, but I can't remember it, it was like someone whacked me in the head and I lost my memory, which has been another re-occurring problem lately, I'll forget who or where I am. I'm going crazy, I know it.

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May 4th, 2006

Time: 11:13 pm

I feel like I've been having major trust issues lately and I don't know why. I snap at everyone and I get so depressed I just want to be left alone. I feel so weird and I keep forgetting crap thats really important. Rawr. I made up all my work though. I went through my old entries, I used to be on crack I swear.

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April 27th, 2006

Subject: So I don't forget. Time: 11:19 pm Current Mood: crushed

I'm moving back to LJ and away from the shitfest that is myspace. Ugh what a cest pool. I can see why everyone hates it, I only like it for the t-shirts and they aren't even that great. Blah oh well. I may go back one day, prolly not though.

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February 3rd, 2005

Subject: ....<//3 Time: 07:17 pm Current Mood: broken

Tyler and me broke up today. I duno nothing really to say my fucking teacher made me take a test knowing that I didn't know about it.

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January 26th, 2005

Current Music: Simple and Clean Subject: ^-^ <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Time: 09:13 pm Current Mood: hyper

Wow I've had an EXTREAMLY good day. Ok well first thing this morning I pulled Natalie over and told her we had to talk and I told her how we all really feel about her and now she hates us I guess O.o Oh and at lunch we were planning next year's schedual or whatever I was thinking about going into dance with Ted and Ray. Oh yeah and Tyler asked me out ^____^ He's so nice my friends were like staring at us though o.o...I was kinda scared XD Well that's my day I have lots of stuff to do such as my English project O.O Crap I forgot about that.

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January 24th, 2005

Current Music: Counting Stars Subject: o.o... Time: 10:15 pm Current Mood: confused

Ok well today was interesting xD Natalie was all "AMY WAS TOUCHING DAVID DOESN'T SHE UNDERSTAND THAT HE IS MY PROPERTY!!" I was like o.o whatever you say nutty. I have this new friend, Mckayla and she's bi and wiccan and like really nice. We were playing BS too XD. She's so cool. I want to get to know her better. Wells, I don't know it lots went on today besides me getting screen shots of Seni's and Kat's PMs. Man I can't beleive what a bitch Kat is for doing that to Stormy, I really want to tell her my feelings toward her haha. Yeah O.o Anyways I hope Stormy doesn't get offended from reading that but ya know I think when I show her ya know...I don't think she will be and I hope she doesn't get mad at me..

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January 23rd, 2005

Current Music: Simple and Clean Subject: O.o oops Time: 06:03 pm Current Mood: Tiered and Hungry

I forgot that I went to a spa yesterday, how you forget something like that I have no clue o.o...it was fun too, they gave me free food XD. Anyways, I haven't been abled to get ahold of anyone today its been making me sad =( I have to prepare for my French project(that means make cards even though we were supposed to be done XD). Damn I really wish Chris would check his email more often x_x Meh I have to go worry about school right now anyways and nothings happened all day except my dogs fighting XD Eddie won because Jewel was wearing a muzzle XD I'm hungry and sleepy =(

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January 19th, 2005

Subject: :| Time: 11:09 pm Current Mood: bitchy

Depressed again, whats new? I feel like crap I guess, I have 2 projects, one due friday and I have some essay thing due friday too. Too much homework as well. I hate my frenchy teach. Oh well I have something that I need to finish(besides school shizzle). Damn school XD

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January 17th, 2005

Current Music: Give Me Novacaine Subject: O.o Time: 10:56 pm Current Mood: aggravated

Yes I deleted every journal entry except for 2(one private and my descrition). I was getting sick of seeing it. Ya know I've been feeling like slashing my throat all damn day and I haven't done anything about it. I guess I'm just getting tiered of life in general. I got over Andrew and I only care about him as a friend. Yes its in bold XD I'm changing everything. THe look of the journal, the icons, O.o I just found out I can load pictures onto it. Today has just been a bad day for me I guess. I tried to cut myself earlier but my object is too dull for any of that now. -Sighs- maybe its just me I guess I'm seeing the world pass me by too fast now. Man ya know when I first started writing I thought this was going to be like a mongo entry but I guess not, maybe I'm just losing the will power to do anything anymore...

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August 6th, 2004

Current Music: Always Subject: Bwa?... Time: 07:53 pm Current Mood: awake

+name = Cat +piercings = 2 + tattoos = none +height = 5'5" +shoe size = uhh...why? 9 +hair color = Some red color x3 +length = Long. +L.A.S.T.+... +movie you rented = Ripper: Letter from Hell +movie you bought = Scary Move 3 +song you listened to = Always :Saliva: +song that was stuck in your head = The Polyatomic Ion song :I made it for chem XD: +cd you bought = A Korn CD +cd you listened to = CD I made +person you've called = I don't usually call people +person that's called you = People don't love me enough to call. +tv show you've watched = Powerpuff Girls :STFU: +person you were thinking of = No one's business +D.O.+ +you wish you could live somewhere else= Uhh...I dunno +you think about suicide = No. +you believe in online dating = If it makes you happy +others find you attractive = Go ask them? +you want more piercings = Sure x3 +you do drugs = Nooooo +you smoke = No +you like cleaning = Sometimes. +you like roller coasters = Yes =D! +you write in cursive or print = Print. Really bad horrible print. +you carry a donor card = A what? +F.O.R.+O.R.+A.G.A.I.N.S.T.+ +long distance relationships= Whatever floats your boat. +using someone = against. Strongly. +killing people = I say if they killed someone we should kill them back. Don't listen to my logic. +teenage smoking= against +driving drunk = Against, what kind of retard questions are these? I mean jeeze that's how my dad's mom died @__@ +Premarial sex= I'm going to say this. My opinion here does not matter for one because it is not going to stop anyone from doing it so why does it matter...? +gay/lesbian relationship = I'm for it. If it makes you happy. +soap operas = against..? +F.A.V.O.R.I.T.E.+ +food = Food? FOOD! WHERE!? +song = Oh...crap uhh....Freak on a leash? +thing to do = Talk. +thing to talk about = Random. +sports = I don't play but I suppose football is coolish. +drink = Diet Sunkist. +clothes = What the heck kinda question is that? Seriously I don't get it. What do you mean what is my favorite clothes? THEY'RE CLOTHES! Jeeze.. +movies = Uhh...Ghost World :Don't Mock Me:, Scarmy Move 1-3, Seven, 12 Ghosts...you want me to keep going? +band/singer = Staind and some others. +holiday = new years and halloween +ever cried over a guy = yes +ever lied to someone = Why -eyes you suspiciosly- +ever been in a fist fight = Maybe... +ever been arrested = Not that I know of +N.U.M.B.E.R.+ +of times I have been in love? = None of your business? +of times I have had my heart broken? = None of your business..? QUIT ASKING RETARD THINGS! +of hearts I have broken? = Who knows. +of girls I have kissed? = 3 +of boys I have kissed? = Hmm a few. +of drugs taken illegally? = None. +of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 2? +of people I consider my enemies? = 2. Jenny and Brit Cain +of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = That one time...yeah. +of scars on my body? = What the...How should I know? Everytime I get one should I like count or something? +of things in my past that I regret? = Stuff. Leave me alone with that. =| +F.A.V.O.R.I.T.E.+ +disney movie = The Emperors New Groove? I don't know. +scent = Vanilla? +word = I don't know... +nickname = Cat, Catie, Sandy, Sasa ::I want to know where that one came from::, Pokey, Barbra, and more. +guy name = Do what? +girl name = ...Do what? +eye color =Green or a certain brown. +hair color = black, red, and some blonde but not like totally. +flower = White and Red Roses. +actor = Vin Diesel +actress= None, they all look like sluts and whores. +D.O.+Y.O.U.+T.H.I.N.K.+Y.O.U.+A.R.E.+ +pretty = Not really. I like my eyes. +funny = Sometimes. Not often. +hot = no +friendly = Yes, a little too friendly. +amusing = Maybe +ugly = Yes +loveable = Dunno +pessimistic = Sometimes. +optimistic = Yes +caring = Very much yes. +sweet = Dunno +dorky = Maybe +Spell your first name back wards = enirehtac...why? +The story behind your user name= Which one? Xanga- I am +Are you straight? = I suppose not. +4 words that sum you up = Uhh...Haha there I win? I don't know. What kind of question is that. +D.E.S.C.R.I.B.E.+Y.O.U.R.+ +Wallet = Its leather and says Metallica on the front and has a chain on it. +Hairbrush = Its red, round and has a squishy black handle. +Toothbrush = Pink I think. +Jewelry worn daily = necklace. +Pillow cover = Black with dragons and moons. +Blanket = Black with dragons moons and symbols. +Shoes = They're shoes... +Handbag = Bookbag? +Favorite top = I dunno. +CD in stereo right now = Korn. +What you are wearing now: None ya. +Hair = Long, red, and down. +W.H.O.+o.r.+W.H.A.T+(w.a.s./i.s./a.r.e.)+ +In my mouth = O.O!!!!! WHAT?!? +In my head = None ya. +Wishing = For my work to magically do itself. +After this = Probably chat then sleep. +Talking to = Seni. +Eating = Nothing. +Fetishes = Uhhh...-looks around- why what have you heard? +If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason? = Well, I don't think I could kill anyone myself. +Person you wish you could see right now = Duno. +Is next to you = TV +Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = Nothing. +Something that you are deathly afraid of?= Losing someone I love +Do you like candles = Yep +Do you like hot wax = For what? +Do you like incense = I have some. +Do you like the taste of blood = I don't know. +Do you believe in love = Yeah +Do you believe in soul mates = Yeah +Do you believe in love at first sight = Uhh...? +Do you believe in forgiveness = Depends, yes mainly. +What do you want done with your body when you die = What...? +Who is your worst enemy? = Brit Cain. +If you could have any animal for a pet = I dunno. +What is the latest you've ever stayed up = 3 days +Ever been to Belgium? = no... +Can you eat with chopsticks = kinda...I guess. +What cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? = I don't think I live in a city now so none? +Whats something that you wish people would understand? = If I don't want to tell you something don't push me. Or else. +What's something you wish you could understand better? = Guys. +Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? = I'm not sure at the moment. +Something you want to make happen for tomorrow? = Sure but I'm not going to tell you. Who ever comes up with this has tons and tons of time on their hands.

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